I'm a lost soul...
PS. you might not wanna click this button below, this post is full of bullshit, trust me.
This is kinda like "fyi what I'm doing and what I feel like" -___-
Sorry for my delayed posts and especially on the man who can talk to horses, maybe I'll do it some other time when I'm not lazy enough-_-v
So...... This month is like hell month.
I don't know what to do or where to go, I don't have a damn thing to kill the time until June-_-
You know why June is exciting for me?
Cause June will be busy. There will be lots of things going on, like the registration of high school, the farewell party for 9 graders, a special day, and maybe going to Tidung island, I still don't know if its gonna really happen in June or July, tau taunya php aja ortu gua-______-
A total heartbreak.
So~~
This post is partly about my plans this month...
- I'm a dvd hunter not a novel hunter anymore
- Trying new things on the internet
- going to school just to play poker, tepok nyamuk, cangkul-_- wtf?
- then going back home
- planning on things but not making it realistic
- sleeping all day
- staying up all night
- all alone
okay think thats enough-_-
Yeah that last one...........
entah sudah berapa hari mungkin seminggu lebih banget ya-_- gua memiliki belahan hati yang setia di pipi kanan gua-______-
Ketika saya melihhat tweet ini, I was like "OMG!!! THATS SO FREAKN TRUE." yeah,.....
I don't know maybe because, I don't know, I was really a lost soul, very lost, hurting myself, okay this is just becoming a diary iyuh-___-
I tell I was like, "who am I? What is my purpose in this world?"
And when I was like so down, I searched on youtube some inspiring vids, and met Nick Vujicic. He changed me.
When you see me in high school, you'll see a different me, either becoming good like I planned or bad... I was planning on huge changes, but that has to be berdasarkan lingkungan sekolah yang saya harapkan nanti.
Jadi sekarang saya hanya menikmati masa masa membosankan hwhwhwhhw
That was a time waste on your eyes wasn't it?
Sorry for the time, I did warn you.
And sorry for the curhat post. You're all maybe thinkin, "Ih jijik amat sih ngapain curhat gitu di blog alay." MAYBE THINKING. But hey its my blog guys ;)))
I don't care what you say now.
You can talk to ma paw, miaw!!
Thankies^^
Wassalam.
