I dedicate this post to my phase of healing. Posting random thoughts and poems here to remind myself of what once was, and how I was. Most are unfinished.
A reminder so that I shouldn’t be too hard on myself, that changing myself for him is okay but not till it hurts, that caring of what he thinks of me is wrong and has taken a toll on me. So yes, these are mostly self-centred pieces, they’re my vulnerabilities.
A reminder that losing him was the right thing to do despite it being so painful till wishing death was all I could utter.
I love and loved him.
But I love and will love myself more.
