Hahaha So I just had many months of depression (a bit exaggerating) well still going on until the end of this month. Huhuhu I'm so sorry for everything in these past few years.. Please please pretty please pray that I get into univ this year (cry)
So, Little Miss Me. It was early in the morning of depression (exaggerating) and I mean reaaall early around 2am, that I got this crazy idea to actually open my.... beautiful past. HAHAHHAHAHA. You know the past isn't all that bad. The life of the past could be sometimes more beautiful than today. Why did I suddenly wanna open my past? I was streaming through Youtube and I found a vlogger, an Australian vlogger, and you know this crazy thought just came to me, "Geez, sure miss that accent. Wait, I once did tons of vlogs and rather random ones, maybe I should..." Okay! I gave up. So lets show my so called vlogs!
Back then, when I was 5-8 years old, I loooveeeedddd photography, its because of my dad actually, he used to use this Kodak camera and I would use a really-not-great-HD-camera and come along taking pictures and vids. Not long after my dad realized that I was in to photography, he bought a new camera, and guess what? ITS NOT FOR MEEE HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA PLOTT TWIIIISTTT. Yeah, I got to use that Kodak camera and my dad got to use that new camera:( Its not that bad, everytime we go somewhere, that camera is just like a handphone (if we were to refer it to something today).
My dream on becoming a photographer vanished as soon as I moved my elementary school to Polisi4. I was so glad no one else have a hobby like me, but that thought was... "Eh, eh, gue suka fotografi, lho," ehe... ehe.... photography was out of my life! I really hate things that were mainstream so..... yeah bye, bye Kodak! But over the past few years I get to take some pics with that camera. Muehehehehe
Enough already. Lets show you the vlogs!
Now I know you all are confused on who is Irhamni. Irhamni is my childhood friend from Indonesia that also lives in Australia, sometimes when theres no school, my parents would drop me and my brother to her family and you know take care of us.
And theres a story behind that video.
God this video still makes me laugh:))))) I still remember the scenario of it:))) and also took the picture of her eating tissue:")))) omg so funny:")))
Moving on~
Its actually spelt Goldie. But whatever 7 years old me:(
So let me tell you a story on how me and Goldie met. One day, me and my mum went to visit my mum's friend that had just came home from giving birth (awh). We gave her a present for her new born and you know, every child that is left alone without a friend while the parents will talk will actually play with the toys there. Guess what, there I found Goldie.
My GOD, she was the most beautiful stuffed animal evaaaaah. She looks real and I fell in love with her that second (and because I luuuuvvv dogs so much).
When it was time to go home, I cired. Literally cired. And you know, I actually already given the name Goldie while playing with her. So, my mum's friend knew that I was so in love with Goldie and you know how 2 hours was precious time for me and Goldie to split up:( SO SHE GAVE ME GOLDIE yeey~~ what a happy day. I went to the car kissing Goldie all the way home:"3
So everytime I needed a friend to talk to or play, Goldie was always there. I even cut off her hair one time and thought it would grow back:( (please 7 years old me). Guess, what. She even sleeps with me till now:'3 although our conversations are lesser, but you know when I needed a hug theres always Goldie:( I even thought of taking her to the photo session on the year book as my favorite thing. BUT NO!!! GOLDIE IS MINE!!!
So that was my brother. He was so cute:( Now...... er HAHAHAHA he's taller than me:( damn it. He was so nice back then:( But yeah, sibblings always copies thier big bro/sis, and I was kinda mean to him sometimes:(
OMG.... what a drama queen I am... no wonder till now ada aja yang manggil drama queen:( (lirik kara).
Anywayss, back then there were no handphones, and to call friends we'd use..... HOME PHONES horaay what wonderful feeling. I actually did that video in the holidays, its not like I won't see her again... like now.... (Cries).
Hannah was my best friends, we met at preschool and become besties ever since. I would spend hours giggling on the phone with her, playing pranks, and just talk. Sometimes I would go to her house to play or spend the night. Even in my last day in Aussie, we promised to be besties forever:(
It went well actually, for 3 years in Indo we would still write to each other like penpals. Yeah, then it stopped, I think cause my mail didn't reach her. Not long after that, her father found me on facebook, since back then she didn't have facebook yet because of her age, we would talk through her dad's fb. Now, she has her own fb! She grown lots:( We still talk though.
(Damn my brother for making fun of me at the end):(((
Look at little me reading:")
Now that is just sad:(
So, that is all, actually theres lots of these videos but gurl you donwanna see em cause they're super random. Hey, now you know HAHAHAHA are you entertained by little me?:))) Because I am HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
See you next time!
PS. Now I know what you're all thinking, can I really do this? I have hijab on now. Well, as far as I know, as long as you haven't gotten you're menstruation (for girls) its okay to show your aurah.
